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2024 Takeaways: A Year of Lessons, Betrayal and Growth

This year was a reminder that life’s challenges and opportunities serve a purpose, even if the lessons come with a heavy price. As my late father once advised, “When invited, show up as your best self.” His wisdom has guided me through tough moments, keeping his memory alive as I navigate the uncertainties of life.

2024 began with excitement - a fresh chapter filled with opportunities to meet new people, reconnect with past acquaintances, and take on a high-stakes responsibility beyond my role as a film director. 

My goal was clear: to create a learning space where emerging talents could flourish, access opportunities they might not have otherwise, and develop in a safe, nurturing environment. I was energized by the vision of empowering others while charting a new trajectory for myself.

But not all intentions are met with the same sincerity. As I sit here on the final day of the year, sipping Teh Tarik and finishing two egg pratas, reality weighs heavy.

Amid the optimism, I encountered individuals who turned the process inward, making it about themselves. Their actions didn’t just disappoint; they sabotaged the very foundation of what was being built - relationships, time, and resources. They selfishly exploited opportunities meant to elevate the collective effort, leaving emotional and professional damage in their wake.

This betrayal brought emotional trauma and a burden I wasn’t prepared for. Trust shattered, relationships strained, and hope momentarily dimmed. It forced me to confront the darker side of ambition - those who prioritize personal gain at the expense of others.

Yet, these challenges also brought clarity. While some exploited the space, others stepped up, offering support and shared experiences that helped me cope. The connections I forged with people who truly understood the struggle reminded me of the resilience within myself and the value of genuine collaboration.

The road to success is rarely smooth - it’s riddled with disappointment and obstacles. But it’s these very challenges that make the journey meaningful. As I reflect on the sabotage I faced, I am reminded of the words that encapsulate my year:

Berani kerana benar.

Takut kerana salah.

Cabut kerana penipu.

Fearless because you’re truthful.

Sacred because you’re about to be exposed.

Ghosting because you’re a fraud.

Despite the setbacks, 2024 was a year of growth and resilience, proving that even in betrayal, there’s room for learning and strength to be found. A year of trials, growth, and the enduring belief in doing what’s right.