'Bingit' Ramadan blessings

Peak drama, filmed during Ramadan more than 10 years ago 🌙✨

I took up the challenge to direct a taboo subject (sex addiction) for prime time Mediacorp Suria audience.

It wouldn't have been possible without the incredibly talented leads delivering peak performances! Nick Mikhail Razak and Siti Hajar Gani

I’m still in awe of their incredible talent, flawlessly delivering even the most awkward lines and scenes with a straight face - a true testament to their professionalism and dedication to the craft!

with Izzad, Awad Salim Ramli, Rahman Rahim, Suraya Taib and Hashimah Hamidon in supporting roles.

Experimentally lensed by Sofyan Daud Mohamad and team. We went all in to create peak cinema for something that had never been done before on Malay television. Additionally my incredibly hardworking AP Mairah Shaik who made it all happened for this rather difficult ride (against all odds #iykyk) during fasting month! And who can forget the awesome editors and food for iftar at Flashforward Films.

Icing on the cake - the 2 episodes got me a Best Director (Drama - my fourth) nod. The series received Best Drama Series award and best script (for another episode by Wan Firza in the anthology) at Mediacorp Suria 13th Pesta Perdana Awards (2015). It takes an ensemble to create peak drama.

الحمد لله

Rewatching my episodes recently still gives me tingles. I always look forward to pushing the bar even higher rather than just replicating the production value achieved over a decade ago. The expectation, pressure, and challenge never fade!

Don’t take my word for it, go catch it for yourself on Mediacorp's Mewatch streaming platform.

#ramadanblessings #ramadan

Twenty twenty-four

2024 Takeaways: A Year of Lessons, Betrayal and Growth

This year was a reminder that life’s challenges and opportunities serve a purpose, even if the lessons come with a heavy price. As my late father once advised, “When invited, show up as your best self.” His wisdom has guided me through tough moments, keeping his memory alive as I navigate the uncertainties of life.

2024 began with excitement - a fresh chapter filled with opportunities to meet new people, reconnect with past acquaintances, and take on a high-stakes responsibility beyond my role as a film director. 

My goal was clear: to create a learning space where emerging talents could flourish, access opportunities they might not have otherwise, and develop in a safe, nurturing environment. I was energized by the vision of empowering others while charting a new trajectory for myself.

But not all intentions are met with the same sincerity. As I sit here on the final day of the year, sipping Teh Tarik and finishing two egg pratas, reality weighs heavy.

Amid the optimism, I encountered individuals who turned the process inward, making it about themselves. Their actions didn’t just disappoint; they sabotaged the very foundation of what was being built - relationships, time, and resources. They selfishly exploited opportunities meant to elevate the collective effort, leaving emotional and professional damage in their wake.

This betrayal brought emotional trauma and a burden I wasn’t prepared for. Trust shattered, relationships strained, and hope momentarily dimmed. It forced me to confront the darker side of ambition - those who prioritize personal gain at the expense of others.

Yet, these challenges also brought clarity. While some exploited the space, others stepped up, offering support and shared experiences that helped me cope. The connections I forged with people who truly understood the struggle reminded me of the resilience within myself and the value of genuine collaboration.

The road to success is rarely smooth - it’s riddled with disappointment and obstacles. But it’s these very challenges that make the journey meaningful. As I reflect on the sabotage I faced, I am reminded of the words that encapsulate my year:

Berani kerana benar.

Takut kerana salah.

Cabut kerana penipu.

Fearless because you’re truthful.

Sacred because you’re about to be exposed.

Ghosting because you’re a fraud.

Despite the setbacks, 2024 was a year of growth and resilience, proving that even in betrayal, there’s room for learning and strength to be found. A year of trials, growth, and the enduring belief in doing what’s right.